Start of 2012

Start of 2012, start of a new year~

As mentioned in the last post, I had a new wardrobe installed and also re-"designed" my room layout. So finally, my room looked like this:

New Wardrobe! XD

Looks much cleaner than before. (I could actually see the floor!) Much more space for me to put my stuffs too XD


Went for a shoot on the first day of 2012 with Zee. 
Actually, I saw this Bubbles Display at Central, Clarke Quay when I went for the Christmas exchange with OSG and I knew I just had to have this shoot. Just by looking at those tiny bubbles flowing up, my heart just warms up. So, I sent a MMS to Zee and ask him for the shoot. Luckily he agreed~ XD

My attire for the shoot

This is the first time I did a shoot without a wig. I am glad I rebonded my hair, even though I still hate the fact it is too flat and makes my face big ;A; In the beginning, Zee still had to test the shoot as it was his first time taking those bubbles. However, he soon got the hang of it and it turns out totally awesome: 

Bubbles, carry my wish
Let it be granted
 

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While clearing my room, I notice those little drawings I had when I was young. I realized how much I had grown. I like to keep those memorable little things I had when I was young (mind you, I still manage to save my little-chick-music-lullaby from my baby-days) and it almost flooded my old closet. Couldn't bare to throw those pieces of me away, because I know I will forget about them sometime in the future. However, this time, I decided to throw those papers I brought from Primary School as it was getting yellow and collecting dust. 

Flipping through those stuffs made me rethink what kind of dreams I held as a little girl. I've written (or tried to) imaginary newspaper articles, books, movie reviews, scripts, songs, and even created a cheque to play with. It is funny how when we were young, we kept wanting to grow up but now we are desperately trying to find our way back again. I was once full of dreams, but now, I am troubled with the fact that I have no idea what I want to do next in my life. 

I hereby dedicate this post to those items that I had kept for over 10 years but had to throw to make new space for my new clothes, hats, bags, makeups. May all of you still Rest In Peace in a corner of my mind.

--New Year Resolutions--

#1 Stop Procrastinating - The main culprit of all. It is because of procrastination that I was not able to do almost half of the things I wanted to do last year. 

#2 Be More Confident - I am very sure everyone of my friends are getting annoyed of my constant self-bash. I should really work hard to see myself in a better light...even though it is as hard as looking at the sun directly....

#3 Study Hard - Although I still have no idea where I should go this year after graduation, I'll trust my decision in whatever and strive to work hard from there on. No more procrastination.

#4 Stop being Lazy and Selfish - Honestly, I am almost 21 and I'm still acting like a kid. I should start cleaning up after myself and stop bringing trouble to my parents. 

#5 Improve my Make-Up Skills - As practice makes perfect :)

#6 Start Learning How to Sew - I really wish I have a sewing machine >.<  This way, it could be done easier... 

#7 Improve my Cosplay Skills -  I still got much to learn. This was the reason why I include #5 and  #6, haha.

#8 Save My $$ - Probably the hardest thing to do. Still, I do want to try. heh heh.

#9 Travel to Japan - I do hope I could go there at least once in my life~

#10 Have a Memorable 21st- Still thinking if I should do something that is not me, for once... Hmm

That is it for now~   Well, wish you all thought of your own New Year's Resolutions already! Let's all work hard to make those happen! 

Last but not least, wish you all HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

May 2012 be a better year for you!!